The Long Wait!

Well we are 4 days into the long wait...only 6 more days to go until we find out if it worked for us. The big day when I go in for my blood work is March 25th, first thing in the morning. But I will have to wait until later in the afternoon to find out. I know I can take a regular pregnancy test earlier than the 25th but I haven't decided if I am going to do that yet. I am so tired of them saying not pregnant that I just do not want to see those two horrible words again. As for how I am feeling, my stomach is finally feeling a little better. I am still eating a bland diet but I didn't take any Maalox today. I have had a few cramps (which is common with implantation) here and there but I don't not want to get my hopes up so I am trying to shrug them off. I am trying my best to be positive but it still feels like such a long shot that it will work. We have just been let down so many times it just feels so far away. I feel so lucky to have such a supportive husband who wants this to work just as much as I do. We have both had our weak moments through this process but that has only made our marriage stronger.
So for the next 6 days I will sit and wonder if we are pregnant or not. So until next time Love and Baby Dust!