Well I just got the phone call from Dr. D that our first round of IVF was unsuccessful. Which was no surprise because I already knew that in my heart. I have bled,cramped, and been in so much pain over the past three days that I knew that it was not going to be good news. Honestly today I am just over it. I was really upset on Monday when I started the bleeding and cramping because I knew then it was not going to happen. Today I am just looking towards the future. Am I sad...of course. Am I disappointed....of course. Stephen and I are taking it one day at a time. We are getting through it together with the support of our wonderful friends and families.So what is next for us? We have decided to do a couple of things.
1) Next week all the doctors will get together at the office and look at our information. They will look at all the data they have collected throughout this cycle. I have had a lot of problems with meds..etc so they will come up with solutions for that and come up with a plan for next time. We will go back and meet with Dr. D in two weeks.We are going to start our next IVF cycle at the end of this school year which is at the end of may. In the mean time we are going to start freezing Stephen's sperm and let my body go back to normal from all of this.
2) We are going to seriously start looking into adoption. We are going to start looking at different agencies and start getting our house ready for the home study.
I think that is pretty much all for now. Thanks again to all of you who read my blog for all the love and support! Until next time Love and Baby Dust!
4 comments:
So sorry to hear it. Saw this and thought of you.
http://i-cant-whistle.blogspot.com/2010/03/opportunity.html
Lyndsay, I am so sorry that it did not work this time. You are going to be the best mom to a very lucky child or children in the future. I will continue to think of you...let me know if you ever need to talk or anything....
Oh Lyndsay!!!! I am at a lost for words! I know how bad you and Stephen have wanted this and how you truly deserve it. You will be great parents to a child one day and until then you get the opportunity to grow in love and strengthen your marriage. God does not bring you to anything he can not bring you through. He has a plan just hold on tight and he will guide you. There is a child out there somewhere just waiting to call you "mommy"!! I am praying for you and that God will give you a peace the surpasses all understanding and that he will give your strength and courage to face what is ahead.
Lots of love!!! If you need ANYTHING please let me know!
Much Love,
Ashley
It will all work out in God's time. You will be a wonderful mommy one day. I have a good friend from church that went through IVF and then they ended up adopting. They teach others at our church the ins and outs and what they learned through the adoption process. I know she would sit down and talk with you if you wanted. Just let me know.
walljenna@gmail.com
Hang in there . . . you have MANY praying for you and it will all work out. You deserve it.
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